Heart on lockdown

 I thought of you,
Each time I tried something new,
And I stopped trying,
So I wouldn’t have to.
 
I thought of you,
Each time I fucked someone new,
And I stopped fucking,
So I wouldn’t have to.
 
I thought of you,
Every time I drank something new,
And I stopped drinking,
So I wouldn’t have to.
 
Then I built back up those walls,
That I once tore down for you,
High enough to please the Donald,
Solid enough never to budge,
Broad enough to withstand the world.
And strong enough to keep you out,
So I wouldn’t have to.
 
This time I made sure to leave out the door,
And I sure as hell won’t give you the key,
Nor to someone new,
So I can stop rebuilding.

18 thoughts on “Heart on lockdown

  1. Painful
    And Raw
    Sores Love

    Leaves

    Soul

    Wings

    Hidden

    Yet

    Dark

    Will Find

    Spark

    To

    Breathe

    What’s

    Deeper

    Than Flesh Wounds…

    Other Than That

    Darkness

    Naturally

    Creates

    Deepest

    Oceans

    Of Poetry

    To Rise

    In HeART

    BeatS HeaRinG…

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  2. Heartfelt words now I overstand why your heart is at lockdown better ease up try find love before your heart gets on shutdown I said my peace now I’ll shut up.good words.

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